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Sending lots of love, Alyssa. I’m so glad you got to be with her and are taking the time and effort to feel all the feels. There’s something so special about losing our mothers. Moms are the best. ❤️

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Thinking of you ❤️

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Jul 6Liked by Alyssa Ostrander

Sending ♥️

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Thank you, Ellen ❤️

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Thank you for always giving us your beautiful insight, even during rough/transformational times. Your mom was such a beautiful woman, I can tell her spirit is kind. <3

May you both be surrounded in peace and love.

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Thank you Eboni ❤️ I trust we are both feeling your beautiful wishes! ❤️

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Jul 6Liked by Alyssa Ostrander

❤️ and hugs

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Love to you too, Casey. ❤️ It was good to talk and soak with you yesterday. ❤️

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Thank you for this. What a gift to be with your mom as she transitioned. These double Cap full moons with Cancer new moon in the middle feels like an important cycle for many of us who have lost mothers or are shifting something in regards to mothering, myself included. I’m glad to hear how you are nurturing yourself 💛

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I'm so sorry you've lost your mom too! Yes, this is a very important moon for us to feel ALL the feelings about what a mother is and how we, as daughters, can feel the best of what our moms have instilled and find our own independence. Sending you nurturing love on your journey. 💛💛

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My mom died when I was almost 6 and my south node is Cancer. I’m grateful for your readings... they help me to understand the things I have been experiencing most recently and connect the dots. So affirming... thank you.

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So this double Capricorn Full Moon is especially important for you, even if your nodal axis is in the middle of Capricorn/Cancer. Losing your mother at such an early age is traumatic. My mom lost her mother (my grandmother) to ALS when she was only 8, and it was an emotional wound (Chiron in Cancer) she never healed. But I'm here doing this because of her trauma. My mom always wanted me to do readings for her since I was age 8 and I've been obsessed with astrology and metaphysics my entire life to understand and heal my familial wounds. You may have already done considerable healing and found the benefit of working with these intense feelings for constructive healing (north node in Capricorn). Thank you for sharing part of your story that ties in with mine. May you find peace and healing with your powerful emotions and allow them to serve your purpose in this lifetime. ✨🙏✨

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Yes! SO much healing work! I feel like you and I could have a deep conversation about these things! I understand... my dad never healed either. It’s so hard to watch but I’ve learned a lot about autonomy and free will. I love that you are choosing a different path for yourself. I feel like I’m the only one in my family that’s doing this kind of inner work and also helping others do it too. I would say my biggest wound from the trauma of losing my mom (there are many!) was probably looking outside myself for something to fill that void. It has taken me so long to learn to give myself what I need and to trust in Spirit as my partner/co-creator in life. You mentioned your mom’s Chiron and I’m in my Chiron return right now. Thank you for the way you talked about my nodal axis... I’ve never seen it expressed in quite that way. Blessings to you today and always ☀️

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Jul 5Liked by Alyssa Ostrander

What gorgeous photos of your Mother and you/her when you were young. Sending love as you meet each feeling/emotion related to her being gone from physical form.❤️❤️❤️🦋💫

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Thank you for your lovely words, Jan. You called it with your words with the full moon "she is flying in bliss as she releases from her human form." I felt that so intensely. It was remarkable. I've never experienced anything like that. I can't kiss her forehead and hug her like I would do, but she is everywhere.🌈 😭🕊️❤️

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Thank you for your work and presence 💓

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Thank you, Zephyr. Your Bon Sequitur deck is such a gift in this time! 💗

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Jul 5Liked by Alyssa Ostrander

love you so much❤️

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Thank you dear, Debbie. I love you too! ❤️

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Sending lots of love and healing energy your way as you grieve this loss 🙏🏼🤍

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Thank you, Christine Marie. I appreciate you. ✨🤍🙏

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